4/11

I don't know why I've lately become obsessed with reorganizing my room. It could be because I'm getting an apartment this summer and am already ready for a place of my own. Looking through pictures and all my old things and spending time with my family kind of makes me not want to leave though. Plus the money. But I don't want to think about it. I want to think about coming home to my own place and going out without having to worry about worrying or waking my parents. It's not that they're controlling, I just feel inconsiderate. Oh no... my dad just told me how much I was getting back from taxes. That was a bad idea. Now I'm already thinking about what I could do spend it on! I love lazy nights like this. I am currently listening to Brand New with a moisturizing sugar scrub on my lips. Makes me happy to have alone time sometimes. But only sometimes. And it's usually just to do things like take long showers or clean my room or do laundry or write a paper. But I guess those are normal things to want to do alone. I really want a puppy. I want something that is all mine, that thinks I'm it's momma, and that I can raise to be cuddly and adorable. Drinking things out of wine glasses makes me feel so sophisticated. So does having my nails painted. I guess I'm weird. But hey, life would be so much more boring if I weren't. Goodnight.

Xoxo, Kathy